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2. |
The Rebellion
02:07
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Let it flow right through my heart
This hate, igniting me from deep inside
Deny your guilt as all your hope departs
You're mine, burn your self-made misery
All this horror
Endless torture
Stand up, let your
Rebellion rise!
All this horror
Endless torture
Stand up, let your
Rebellion rise!
Claim your life
Don't let your freedom fade away
Unite, all of the corners of your mind
You've got to stand up and Fight
Your fight!
All this horror
Endless torture
Stand up, let your
Rebellion rise!
All this horror
Endless torture
Stand up, let your
Rebellion rise!
Hate me
Burn me
You cannot hold me down
Chain me
Break me
Can't kill the rebellion!
Hate me
Burn me
You'll never hold me down
Chain me
Break me
Can't kill the rebellion!
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3. |
Becoming Me
03:11
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Ripped my chains out I'm free
Air fills my lungs I can breathe
I'm alive now
Left the dark
The cage is burning...
Crumbling!
Turned to ashes
Bite the hand
Don't feed me...
Anymore
Found all the hope I'd lost
Right before my eyes
Buried beneath the past
Free from your lies
Now I can face what comes tomorrow
Breaking the dawn, I feel no sorrow
The will of my mind's no longer hollow
I became me
Bathing in the glorious light
Safe from your endless night
Burning what I felt inside
As your nightmare dies
Found all the hope I'd lost
Right before my eyes
Buried beneath the past
Free from your lies
Now I can face what comes tomorrow
Breaking the dawn, I feel no sorrow
The will of my mind's no longer hollow
I became me!
And then I rise
Rising from the ash
That lingers in the air
A pool of regret
I won't drown in shame
I won't drown in shame!
Found all the hope I'd lost
Right before my eyes
Buried beneath the past
Free from your lies
In my path to become myself
Deconstruction of the heart
Healed my broken mind
And now I become my own!
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4. |
Bleeding Rain
03:07
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Close my eyes and wait for the light that is burning at dawn
Feel the night and forget I am fighting all alone
Coldest wind but I know that there is warmth in the sun
When it rises I will finally become someone
Let the world give me a name
Let me out, let me escape
All these walls come crumbling down
Broken pieces all around
Why's the sun not coming up
Illuminate me, I feel numb
Let the world give me a name
Let me out, let me escape
I want to turn all my darkness to light
Let me out, let me escape just once
All my life
All my world
Dreams of making it
To the morning sun
All this time
All in vain
Morning only brought
Seas of bleeding rain
I've been waiting in the dark
Claws dig deep inside my heart
It is an eye for an eye
But I have always been blind
Let the world give me a name
Let me out, let me escape
All these walls come crumbling down
Broken pieces all around
Don't tell me I'm not right
You're twisting up my mind
My heart you can't deny
All my life
All my world
Dreams of making it
To the morning sun
All this time
All in vain
Morning only brought
Seas of bleeding rain
All my life
All my world
Dreams of making it
To the morning sun
All this time
All in vain
Morning only brought
Seas of bleeding rain
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5. |
In the Dark
02:28
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Stop!
I'm lying to myself
With every word I say
Life's fading out to gray
To bury me in shame
Wake me up from this hell, and...
Save me before this darkness
Breaks me from inside
I'm running out of time
Left to be devoured
Until my final hour
Tearing me to pieces
I've been overpowered
Save me from the dark
It's ripping me apart!
Hold me until you know you
Have me deep in your arms
Fear is growing in me and
I am about to fall
Save me from the dark
It's ripping me apart!
Give me a chance to run and...
Wake me up from this hell
Out of power
My final hour!
Crawling up inside me
Nesting where my heart is
Hostage of my own fear
Why am I still locked here?
Burning on the dark side
Prisoner of my mind
Rotting on my own
Help me, all is gone
Left to be devoured
Until my final hour
Tearing me to pieces
I've been overpowered
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6. |
Breaking Inside
04:01
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In a world where the strong do not always rule
Some are cast down to where they hold no power
Condemned to an eternity of forced decisions
Until one day
Not only they
But the whole world around them
Breaks
For all the time
You hold me down
A war for my life
Faceless I'm bound
My will has gone away
A scar upon my heart
Again you're tearing me
Apart
You keep casting me
Why?
My hands are tied
I am breaking inside
Right from the start
My freedom you denied
I'm rotting in the dark
Alone… until the day I die
The road begins to break
It's right before my eyes
It's more than I can take
Your lies
Your lies
You chain me with your lies
My pain begins to rise
You sabotage my tries
A prison of my cries
My will
My will has gone away
A scar upon my heart
You're tearing me apart
Spiting on my life
Why?
My hands are tied
I am breaking right from
Inside!
My hands are tied
Why?
Oh, Why?
Oh, Why?
Why?
My hands are tied
I am breaking inside
I can't take any more
Bleeding from the core
The sounds of my war
They echo through my inner door
Free me from your chains
I can't take any more
Slowly I will die
Why? Why?
Why?
My hands are tied
I am breaking inside
Why?
My hands are tied
By your lies
Lies
Why?
I am breaking inside
It's burning my eyes
Why?! Why?
Why do you break me up inside?
Why? Oh, why?
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My fingers crawl through my weeping eyes
I disappear once more as daylight dies
The weight of you buries me deep
Smothers me until I cannot breathe
Cut my tongue and silence all my hopes
A thousand pleas held by a thousand ropes
How can I find a way out?
I peek into the darkness that I find around me
I swallow all of the pain I find inside me
Yet, I still feel so hollow
I still feel so hollow
I feast on what's left of my dreams
While my heart is tearing at the seams
I'm sinking lower than before
I'm doomed to fall forevermore
I peek into the darkness that I find around me
I swallow all of the pain I find inside me
Yet, I still feel so hollow
I still feel so hollow
I peek into the darkness that I find around me
I swallow all of the pain I find inside me
Yet, I still feel so hollow
I still feel so hollow
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8. |
The Shadow Behind
03:21
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Wipe your tears away
Force your heart to stay
All the dreams you had
They will burn away
You still hear its steps
You still feel its breath
You know that behind
There's your death
There's a wind that follows you today
Blowing, so cold
Feel your shell crumbling away
Falling, like stone
Dragging through the bones in the way
Piercing, your skin
Like a demon for you to slay
Prowling close behind
All my life
This shadow followed me
For all time
It won't go away, won't fade away
All my life
This shadow followed me
For all time
I won't go away, won't fade away
I won't fade away!
I won't ever throw this chance away
It won't break me
Even when withering away
I won't obey
All my life
This shadow will follow me
For all time
It won't go away, won't fade away
All my life
This shadow followed me
For all time
I won't go away, won't fade away
Bring me to my knees again
You won't ever keep me here
You can't cage me with your pain
I'm not who I used to be
Bring me to my darkest state
I'm breaking away again
You won't fill me with your hate
My heart, it is not the same
I am on my knees again
I'll rise, to where I belong
I won't ever be the same
Sometimes the weak become the strong
I am in my darkest state
Breaking out on my own
You won't fill me with your hate
Sometimes the weak become the strong
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9. |
Choose to Live
03:06
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No more
I will bow down to your will
I own the threads in my mind
The master of my own life
I won't be bound!
My soul
Slowly heals inside me
The essence of my being
Comes to me like breathing
Won't suffocate
All my fears have gone away
These chains are broken
Free to choose the price to pay
I choose to live
All my life
I've tried to free myself
Lost my mind
And found it once again
All this time
Without a word to say
I won't hide
My past will decay
From night to day
I got rid of my wretched old skin
To wither away
I'm reborn from within
All my fears have gone away
The chains are broken
Free to choose the price to pay
I choose to live
I choose to live
Not just to exist!
All my life
I've tried to free myself
Lost my mind
And found it once again
Your knife couldn't hold me down
Your lies they don't make a sound
These chains couldn't hold me down
Your hate's burning all around
Your knife couldn't take me down
Your lies they don't make a sound
These chains couldn't hold me down
Your hate cannot burn all…
My life
I've tried to free myself
Lost my mind
And found it once again
My life
My mind
You cannot bring down
Your life
Your lies
They couldn't make me drown
You won't
Destroy
The person I've become
I'm free
I choose
I choose to Live
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Rise from dust
Born of ash
Broken trust
Burning so fast
Fought the war
Conquered all
Caged no more
Standing tall
Through the mud I dragged myself away
Lived my life while poisoned by your hate
No more will you tell me what to say
Welcome the dawn of a new day
Into light
My dreams come
I'll ignite
What was growing numb
In the dark
I can see
In my heart
I know who to be
Through the mud I dragged myself away
Lived my life while poisoned by your hate
No more will you tell me what to say
Welcome the dawn of a new day
Through the mud I dragged myself away
Lived my life while poisoned by your hate
No more will you tell me what to say
A new dawn
A new dawn
The place where I must go
The pain I know
From long ago
Won't fade away
Like time will flow
It will stay
But I will go
And follow my way
Through the mud I dragged myself away
Lived my life while poisoned by your hate
No more will you tell me what to say
Welcome to the dawn of a new day
Through the mud I dragged myself away
Lived my life while poisoned by your hate
No more will you tell me what to say
A new dawn
A new dawn
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11. |
The God That Failed
05:05
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Pride you took Pride you feel
Pride that you felt when you'd kneel
Not the word, not the love
Not what you thought from above
It feeds it grows
It clouds all that you will know
Deceit deceive
Decide just what you believe
I see faith in your eyes
Never your hear the discouraging lies
I hear faith in your cries
Broken is the promise, betrayal
The healing hand held back by the deepened nail
Follow the god that failed
Find your peace
Find your say
Find the smooth road in your way
Trust you gave
A child to save
Left you cold and him in grave
It feeds it grows
It clouds all that you will know
Deceit deceive
Decide just what you believe
I see faith in your eyes
Never you hear the discouraging lies
I hear faith in your cries
Broken is the promise, betrayal
The healing hand held back by the deepened nail
Follow the god that failed
I see faith in your eyes
Broken is the promise, betrayal
The healing hand held back by the deepened nail
Follow the god that failed
Pride you took pride you feel
Pride that you felt when you'd kneel
Trust you gave a child to save
Left you cold and him in grave
I see faith in your eyes
Never you hear the discouraging lies
I hear faith in your cries
Broken is the promise, betrayal
The healing hand held back by deepened nail
Follow the god that failed
Follow the god that failed
Broken is the promise, betrayal, betrayal yeah
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12. |
The Rage to Overcome
04:58
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This world does not want me
This world does not care
And I'm a product of this world
Confused. I'd say that's fair
This pain will never leave me
It's scarred upon my brain
Destroying everything that brought this
Just to keep me, just to keep me sane
A hatred burns inside me
Emotions out of hard
But I've the will to focus this
Survive, contrive, command
From pain comes a courage
The strength from injustice
The rage to overcome it all
An open mind
With a closed fist
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Contumacy Amman, Jordan
One-man heavy metal band from Amman, Jordan. Led by Anas "Birtum" Al-Ethawi.
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